Email which brought tears to my eyes...

I'm Sorry

"Hello, its been such a long time since i last spoke to you, i'm sorry i took so long to apologise to you for forsaking our friendship, i hope you can forgive me for that, and for not seeing you off to Australia, i felt so bad when i heard u already left. I know we've drifted very far apart, furthur now that u are away, but i sincerely hope we can still be friends, maybe just thru some emails or something... pls drop me a mail, i hope you forgive me."

Miss you lots,
Ruiwoon




I cried.. I admire her courage and initiative to email me. There really isn't anything much for me to forgive, as maybe deep down inside my heart, there was a part of me that still acknowledged her as my friend.

My latest buy!

Was at Garden City the other day and bought this cool new Australis Makeup Kit.

It's ultra handy and comes with 33 eyeshadow colors, 3 blushers & 1 bronzer, 2 lipstick colors & 4 lipglosses, 2 foundation powders & an assortment of mini sponges and brushes and eyeliner or lipliner or something (nt really important to me so I don't bother) all that for only 20 bucks!





The black case is sooo black and shiny!





33 eyeshadow colors!





Here's how it looks like fully opened.

So niceeee! I like!

Bran's 23rd B'day!

Celebrated sweetie's b'day on Friday at a chinese restaurant in East Perth.


Here's the guest of honour seated in his royal chair with a balloon (courtesy of Felix) tied to it, and his meant-to-be-a-surprise b'day cake! (wriston accidentally blurted out the surprise cake..)

There were a total of 10 at his celebratory dinner..


Me and Bran



Agnes and Kelvin



Hana and Felix



Wriston, Sher and Erina


and........


last but not least



Colini!



Group Pic!!



Bran with his present frm da gang and a card frm me (my present is belated..)


Should've seen bran's face when he opened his present. He was so surprised! heehee
Thanks guys for making his day!



Da Galz



Da Guyz


After dinner, we proceeded to Burswood Casino at the b'day boys request...



Outside the Casino



B'day boy surrounded by "mei nus"


Even tho it was his b'day and he was wearing red underwear, he still lost $$....


Upon reaching home, I was unsatisfied with the amount of photos that I took.. so I proceeded to take somemore.. haha



Me giving him a "b'day kiss"



Me holding his b'day pressie given by da gang.. (it's a griffin powermate, some aluminium knob thingy to control volume etc..) Can see my acrylic nails?? Agnes and I tried acrylic nails and its damn fuckin hard to do anything now.. zz



Bran reckons I look like a snow queen in this jacket... heehee



My star earrings are sooo reflective.. see! they reflect light off my face..



Holding up a Quit Smoking package from Felix to Bran.. -_-



I kept forcing him to take pic after pic with me when all he wanted to do was fiddle with his b'day pressie.. heehee

Seven, Seven, Seven....

Thanks rina for listing me as 1 of ur Seven.... -_-

7 Things that Scare Me
Insects
Horror Movies
Losing Loved Ones
Loneliness
Boredom
Darkness
My Father...

7 Things I Like Most
Shopping!
Dogs
Dolphins
Slacking
Being with my loved one
My laptop
Music

7 Important Things in my Room
My laptop
My bed
My subwoofer & speakers (for enjoyable music)
My bolster!
My handphone
My digital camera
My Clothes CLOSET!

7 Random Facts about me
I can curl my tongue
I can wiggle my ears
I can wiggle the back of my head
I'm a procrastinator
I have alot of confidence in whatever i do
I like to sing in front of my lappie
I can touch my nose with my tongue

7 Things I want to Do before I Die
Travel the WHOLE World
Be successful in whatever I do
Buy a car of my own
Have a flat washboard stomach
If possible, I wan bigger boobs.. ^.^
Have LASIK eye surgery
OWN 5 Dogs

7 Things I Can Do
Play the piano
Sleep for a total of 12 hours or more straight
Dance ballet
Type fast without looking at the keyboard
Do a shoulderstand
Be a good friend
Surf ebay nonstop for a few hours

7 Things I Can't Do
Can't drive manual car
Shit everyday
Eat carrots
Eat brinjal
Eat oysters
Give up Shopping
Stay at home (in Singapore)

7 Things I say the most
Haha (on MSN)
Orh
Okie (on MSN)
Fuck
Cheebye
Eh
Where you?

7 People that will have to do this?
Brandon
Melissa
Singyee
Nicholas
Meehui
Agnes
Felix

What Kind of Friend Are You?

You Are A Good Friend

You're always willing to listen Or lend a shoulder to cry on You're there through thick and thin Many people consider you their "best friend"!

What Kind of Friend Are You?

I'm sorry for your loss...

My poor baby has lost his bike. Apparently it got stolen whilst in the care of Raymond. He parked the bike under his block at AMK, and didn't wheel lock it. And now its gone. Dear all in Singapore, PLEASE help keep a lookout for his Honda Phantom FX1082J!

I'm sorry for your loss baby..

Bye Bye BooBoo!

Boohoo...

BooBoo has gone home..

Bran called the ranger today and was told that a lady living at 13B Slater Court had lost a border collie a few days ago..

So.. Bran, Agnes, Colin and I brought BooBoo for a walk! Walked over to 13B Slater Court and on the way, this red car drove past. The guy driving the car was looking at BooBoo but he didn't stop the car, so we thought it wasn't their dog.

Turns out 13B Slater court was where the guy lived and it was his fren's girlfren's dog AND the guy was a fren of Colin's. Btw, 13B Slater court is very near our place, jus 5 mins walk from ours.

Apparently, BooBoo runs out of the house about 4 times a week. He banged down their garden gate and always runs to their friend's house to hump their friend's female dog but he always goes back home on his own within the same day. This time he was missing for 3 days (He stayed at our place for 3 days..) haha

Anyway, all's good now. BooBoo has finally gone home. I hope he doesn't get lost again. I'm a lil sad thou.. the house seems so empty and quiet now that he's gone.

Bye Bye BooBoo!

Guess wat's his real name....
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Loopy!

BooBoo!

Was at the dog park with BooBoo and Mr Browne earlier. He was running around like a mad dog.. interacting with other dogs.. and he jumped into the pond and swam around.. -_-!

The sight of him swimming around was damn cute.. it was my first time seeing a dog go into the water of his own accord, swimming around, drinking pond water.. haha

But BooBoo hunts! He crouched down on the ground when he saw this particular dog and started moving slowly towards him like he was hunting his prey.. den he started growling.. that kinda mean low growl when a dog gets angry.. we pulled him away before anything serious could happen.

But.. as we were heading back to the car.. that same dog came along with its owner.. and BooBoo started growling again.. Bran had him on the leash by this time but BooBoo was too strong to control. The collar and leash came flying over his head and he went wild! The 2 dogs started going at each other, and started fighting (real attacking nt like the playplay type of attacking) and I started to panic. I was trembling all over. I was terrified as seeing "it" happen once was enuff for me..

Bran couldn't grab him so I saw him kinda pounce on him to stop him. The next thing I knew, bran had BooBoo on the ground with his leg over BooBoo to stop him from moving.

I realised I've got a phobia now of seeing big dogs together with smaller dogs. I saw a mini schnauzer in the dog park today and BooBoo went over to play with it. I didn't like the sight of the 2 of them so close together. I was afraid of something bad happening. I was afraid of history repeating itself in front of me..

The lady whose dog BooBoo attacked said that there's something wrong with BooBoo. He's rather aggresive (but only to that lady's dog). We told her that BooBoo wasn't our dog, that we found him on our front lawn and we're temporarily lookin after him till we find his owner. She mentioned that a lady living nearby had lost her dog and if she wasn't mistaken it could be BooBoo. Anyway, we gave her our hp number and told her to call us after she had gotten in touch with that lady..

I hope BooBoo can go home soon..

Golden Butter Cake, Peach & Passionfruit Muffins & BooBoo!

Bran & I decided to have a go at baking a cake..



Golden Butter Cake!



I know it doesn't look nice.. but it's quite delicious actually! And we baked it on our own!!



Piping hot peach & passionfruit muffins fresh from the oven!



Yummy!



We baked these on our own too!



Bran found BooBoo on our front lawn this morning. He was alone, no tag, no collar, no owner running after him.. so Bran decided to take him in the house.



Why the name BooBoo? That is thanks to Felix Su for coming up with this "BooBoo" name.



I'm guessing he's a border collie x kelpie. Felix reckons he's got a bit of bull terrier blood as well..


We'll be putting up "Lost Dog" notices around to see if anyone comes collect their dog.. He's really well trained thou.. Knows how to "sit", "lay down", "gif both paws" and "roll". Knows how to fetch and BooBoo drops the ball directly in front of you after fetching. Damn guai lor! But he likes to hump! Should've seen BooBoo & Mr Browne going at it this morning.. 2 humpers in our backyard.. -_-

Ah well, I hope his owner comes for him soon... Think the owner must be feelin sad to haf lost his dog...

I'm a Type B Steamboat Person

You are a more active person, drawing a clear line between happiness and unhappiness. You are more quick-tempered. If you encounter things you like, you will do it without second thought. But once you encounter things that you hate, you will wish to get out of it as soon as possible. As you are a person of your own views, the friends you tend to have will be of the same pattern. But once good friends, you will understand them a lot and go all the way to help then. Friends are very dependent on you. As you are too emotional, you may make a storm out of a teacup with your friends. You must learn to do things in order and not give up easily. You can try making friends with those you don't think you can get along with, don't stick with the same category. This will make you more popular and charming.

Take the Steamboat Test!

Woo Hoo!

I've finally gotten my refund! Remember my Abercrombie Marla Jeans? Where that stupid idiot cheated me of $60? After calling her hp again today, only to be greeted by her louya-english-speaking husband, I've finally got my $60 back!

I'm so happy! Deliriously happy in fact (even thou I'm down with the blardy flu)!

I gave that stupid woman 4 days as she told me that she was using UOB to transfer the funds to me. She said it would take 2 days... It's been blardy 4 days and still no refund. So today, I couldn't take it anymore! I called her hp again, and her husband answered. He said she was not around so I told him it was regarding my refund. He said he would ask her to call me back to transfer the money to me. I said it's been 4 frickin days. She said it would take 2 days, but now it's been 4 days and no money is in sight. What's going on? So he was like Oh! Jus sms me ur account number and name and amount and I'll transfer the money to your account. So I sms-ed him, and just before I was going to bed, I decided to jus check my DBS account to see if he transfered the money to me..... and miracle of miracles! HE DID! zhun zhun amount somemore... $59.82! hahaha So happy!

Should've talked to her husband directly. Stupid lying bitchface still can tell me that she would refund me right away... refund my arse.. heng her husband is smart and refunded me!

Anyway! This matter is finally resolved. Phew! What a relief to finally get this over with.

On a sadder note... poor woman (mel) lost her bag yesterday. Can understand how you're feeling woman... Cheer up! Since you left your bag in their storeroom, I'm pretty sure it's one of their employees. If the stupid company refuse to do anything, threaten to report to the papers. That should get their balls movin! =)

Gold Metallic Hobo Bag Anyone? SOLD!

Hi all!

I'm selling the Gold Hearts Metallic Convertible Bag. If you're interested just drop me an email at jilleaw@gmail.com.

How do you rekindle a flame that has died down?

Was reading through bran's and my very first blog entries. That got me thinking back to that period of time when we first got together.. the shyness and sweetness of a couple entering a new relationship, the tenderness and care that we showed each other during those days.

How does 1 go about getting that spark back into their relationship? Are all relationships like that? Do they all die down?

I'm not saying that I'm unhappy with my relationship now. It's just that I miss those "honeymoon" days. That "butterflies in your tummy" feeling you always get when you know you're gonna meet him today. You put in effort to dress up because you want to look your best for him. I used to stand in front of my wardrobe, trying on tons of different outfits before finally settling on one, whenever I knew I was gonna meet him that day. Where has that feeling gone? I guess we're getting stuck in a rut...the relationship has become routine, almost boring...

When I read those past entries that he wrote, I remember the "brandon" at that time, and the feeling comes back for awhile. But only for awhile..

Is the relationship getting stagnant? Or is there something greater in store for the two of us? I hope it is the latter..

note: This post does not mean that I am sick and tired of my relationship. I still love you baby and I couldn't imagine my life without you.