I know the truth now.... You are nothing more than a vicious woman who has nothing good to say about anybody. And all along i have been putting up with your nonsense for my father's sake. Well, all that is going to stop... if its war you want, its war you'll get. If you think you are going to come into my world and disrupt my life den i'm sorry but i will make ur life miserable too.... If you think that you can come here and say mean and disgusting things about me and my brother and my mom... den u've really got something else coming... you're nothing but a spineless woman, who does not dare to speak up. if you've got something to say to me, say it to my face not talk to the maid while you're in the safety of the kitchen and you think that the maid's loyalties lie with you. You make me sick! With your "holier than thou" attitude. You think you're a saint and you can do no wrong? I've had enuff of you! Go on and talk about me behind my back. you're wrong if you think that i do not know wat lies you've been spouting about me... and in my face, you act as if you never said all those things about me and my bro and my mom.. you're a fucking 2 headed snake. i trust my maid's words rather than yours, which proves just how much credibility you have..

Firstly, you have no right to talk about my mom. Secondly, you have no right to talk about my bro as well. And Thirdly, you have no right to discuss me and brandon with my maid. Fourthly, you've got no right to get concerned with my money issues. If there's anything you are not happy with, stop hiding in the kitchen and telling my maid all your theories and speculations. You can communicate with my maid in english but you're not even willing to speak the damn language with me and my bro. Why? Too ashamed of your english that you can only practise it with the maid? My chinese is not good & "PERFECT" as yours, but for your fucking sake, i've got to speak the fucking language with you. Am i ashamed? If i stumble, i stumble.. but i'll not be ashamed.

I have never met a more disgusting woman than you. You think you're so perfect, coming here and acting like a queen. You have no shame, no pride, no honour. You throw the face of your fellow countrymen (and that's saying alot for your country, considering where you came from). You totally piss me off, and i'm no longer going to put on a happy front for you. I used to do that for the sake of my father, but since i've found out that you've been sooo "Nice", I'll just drop the happy pretense. From now on, this is all out war. Don't think that just because i'm in australia i can't do much.. i will remember wat u said and at the same time i will find out wat other things you've got to say as well. If you think you can fuck around with me, den i'm sorry but you're very very very seriously wrong.

Satisfaction at last!

I have finally found the damn pierre cardin bikini bra! After much effort travelling around Singapore to the many Minoshe's on the island and all to no avail, bran brought me to JB where i found it in Plaza Pelangi. phew! once again, many thanks and hugs and kisses to my dearest, for providing me with ur company and time and effort just to help me find that stupid bikini.. :) *muacks*

Fun in the Sun

I totally enjoyed myself yesterday morning, although i was still down with that irritating cough... Met up with mel, singyee & maye at Aquarius for an all girls tanning session! It was such a long time since i've done something like that... i think we should meet up more often girls...! Baked in the sun frm 12+ to 3.30..... My chest is burnt and my shoulders hurt.... but the rest of my body is fine.........how wierd is that...?

No. 1 Pet Peeve in my entire LIFE

I HATE FUCKING BILLIARD!

Troubled Thoughts

I duno how i'm feeling rite now... all i noe is that i'm sick and tired of him always wanting to play billiard or mahjong. I know, i know, i have to let him have his freedom and all, let him do watever he wants, but sometimes it jus gets soooo.............. i have no word to describe the feeling...

anyway wat happened was, he was supposed to come pick me up at mel's place, so i was looking forward to him coming to meet me and i thought maybe we could go out and eat and den maybe later he could stay with me at home, but no.... i thought he would be coming late to pick me, say maybe 11+ or 12 as he was meeting his frens at orchard, so i was pleasantly surprised when he msged me ard 9+ and told me he was coming to pick me up... when i asked him how come so early? he called me and told me that his frens left so he could come by and pick me up now... i did not hear any mention watsoever about him picking me up, sending me home, den leaving again to go play billard at golden mound with his frens.... he insisted that he did tell me, but i really do not remember him mentioning anything about billiard.

so...., he came to mel's place and we were talking when i told him that i was hungry and i wanted to go for supper. imagine how i felt when he suddenly told me that his frens were already waiting for him at golden mound and he was only coming by to pick me up, drop me home and den go off to meet his frens.... i appreciate your coming by to pick me up all the way from orchard to simei just to send me home... but at the same time i was utterly disappointed when i realised that you were not going to accompany me but jus dropping me home.. sigh..

but anyway, this feeling will pass... maybe its just me being cranky and grumpy or watever, or maybe my period's coming... so thats why i feel this way... watever the case... i still don't understand wat's so nice about billiard or mahjong... but i guess u guys also don understand wat's so nice about shopping the whole day and looking at the same stuff over and over again.... ( as u always say me) oh well.. to each his own i guess.....

maybe we see each other too often, and that's wat's causing problems... i'm starting to feel that i don't understand u with each passing day, and the feeling's dying down, but i guess tat is bound to happen when a couple spends too much time with each other.... there is no excitement in the relationship and the spark is no longer there...

"There are alot of things i miss from our relationship.......
You are the first..."

When will it ever end?

7.42am : Woken up by loud shrieking from the master bedroom. Guess who? It's the mad bitch from China. When will this ever end? What could have possibly happened in the wee hours of the morning to have gotten her angry yet again? I tell you this woman is metally unstable. I pray for all this to end... How can anybody stand living with someone like this? How do u get along with such a person? Nobody can understand how i feel, i'm all alone....

New Blog Skin!

Haven't been updating my blog for quite some time now..... ah well... there is nothing much to update anyway... i have finally changed my blogskin to something that is radically different from the designs that i normally choose.... but this blogskin suits me... as...... i'm a FLIRT! yeah i admit it... i am a flirt... so wat?

anyways, i can't wait to get my hands on adobe photoshop CS so i can start messing around and create some blogskins! i like my brother's blogskin, he created it himself and i think it's really cool... check it out guys... he's under my Links : Nicholas, feel free to comment on his blogskin... :)

life is super boring.... now bran can't wait to go back to lala-land.... sigh... says he can't stand singaporeans any longer... (u urself are a singaporean leh.... helloooo?) i just miss the total freedom that i have in lala-land... and our Suzuki Baleno.... guess i've got to start driving the damn car when i go back this sem... i'm already starting to have a phobia about driving... guess i'm just a lazy bum.... who keeps procrastinating... zz..

Woman (mel) : When are you gonna accompany me to MS (F.O.S) i wanna go shopping..!