to my dearest brother... if you are reading this... just to let you know that i am touched by your concern for me.. but at the same time.. i wan to let you know that i know how to take care of myself.... and also when i was with Joe i did still smoke... it was only after our trip to LA den did i quit smoking... so don mistake the 2 matters... i quit becos of myself... and not becos of Joe... another thing.. don be so quick to judge all smokers.. i mean if pple wan to smoke den let them.. y bother? it's their life and i'm sorry to say this, but u can't stop anyone from doing wat they wan to do.... hope u can understand this... i'm not saying that smoking is good... i know it's bad for health.. but den again dear brother u have to understand that just because a person smokes does not mean that the person is bad at heart... and its not so easy for smokers to quit... yeah sure... they can say i will quit... but how many really wan to do it? anyway i hope u can lighten up and not have such a dark take on this smoking matter... as long as u urself don't smoke... it's fine... even if one day u were to try it out... it would be fine too... but i doubt u will.... but just lighten up... everybody tries it at least once... even alapu and mummy have tried it... Joe has tried it before too.... so yeah... there it is.. little brother...